Monday, February 9, 2009
Indecision
i have always been a very indecisive person. in fact most of my closest friends are Red personalities- which is kinda nice because then i dont have to decide a lot of the little things. were talkin if i go to the movies it takes honestly like ten minutes to decide what i want to get out of all the possible treats. if i'm actually at the register of any store and they offer me some special or something i usually just sit there for a second and then say no cuz i can't choose... so, when it comes to choosing the next steps in life i'm pretty freakin indecisive. For example, i finally chose to quit the theater because i was not lovin it, even tho i was lovin the paycheck and i was way busy everyday tryin to go to school, and do the apprenticeship, and work so i decided to just do apprenticeship and school. and now, I'M NOT BUSY ENOUGH. dont get me wrong, i dont sit around all day everyday, in fact every single day has lots of things goin on, but i'm just not feeling fulfilled i guess. so now, i'm thinking of going back to the theater-not as a manager but as a regular employee, so that it will just be a little extra money, take up some extra time, and help out my bank account that is slowly dying. BUT, then i think i dont wanna go back cuz i'd just be sick of it again in one night of going back, so i'm stuck. then i thought maybe i could get a job in st george? i swear old navy has been hiring for like a year, so maybe i could just try somethin new? but then i'd be driving to st george even more! Also, should i or should i not take school in the summer? just do like one class? idk. By the summer i'll be a nail technician but i am finding that it's not my favorite thing to do so i might just wanna do that part time, like one maybe two days a week in the summer, and so i'd want another job anyway then, so why not get one now? man i just dont know. so all of you out there that actually occasionally read this blog, please give me some insight, or suggestions on what ya think.
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Lot's of Indecision I'd say haha! I think that a lot of us have indecision but you can't think on it too much or else it does obviously become a burden. About the job thing I'd say go back to the theater. It's a very low-key kind of job and it would be perfect for the extra little money you want, besides that you know people there. Haha but!, in the end it's all up to you once again, so, choose wisely. Just don't choose to quite Odd Man Out please haha! Good Luck Sammy! :)
That does sound like a lot of choices! I've been facing a lot of decisions too. what I've found that is best is to list the pros and cons of each situation and then pray about it. the Lord said: "Study it out in your mind; then you must ask me if it be right, and if it is right I will cause that your bosom shall burn within you; therefore, you hsall feel that it is right" (D&C 9:8)
so I hope that helps you sammy! :D
I meant, "you SHALL feel that it is right" haha
I really think that you should list out all of your options, even ones that you're not interested in, and think about what you want out of your future and what will bring that to you. Then make a list of pros and cons to help you decide. Keep in mind that sometimes it just takes time for things to get better. Don't forget to talk it over with the Lord either. And finally, don't forget that you always have the option of moving in with your favorite brother! even just for the summer. I'm sure it would be a welcome change for you, and grandma will be sure to not let you go hungry :) Feel free to call me sometime if you want to talk more about the whole subject. Love ya sister!
Let's go work in Australia. :)
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